Title: The Doors Of Time
Author:
felisblanco
Fandom: Supernatural RPF
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Summary: It’s not like he doesn’t try to fit in and make friends, he really does. It just seems like nothing he does is good enough for them. If he smiles they blink. If he speaks they stare. And whenever they see him coming they get this panicked look in their eyes like they want to run away and they don’t even know why. Jensen knows why. It’s the same thing that makes his dad worry and his mom cry. That makes Nana tell his parents he’s going to Hell, not even caring that he can hear her. It’s what makes him ‘weird’.
He presses down on a white key. A note vibrates from within the piano’s belly. It’s dark green and slightly crooked. He tries another one. That one is deep blue and smells like the ocean. He feels bolder and stretches out all his fingers, bending them slightly at the fingertips and then lets them fall. A jungle of sounds jumps up towards him and he can’t help laughing. They kinda tickle, like running his fingers through high grass. He lifts his hand and then reaches over to his far left and slides his finger all the way over to his far right. The notes run like mice up a ladder, their tiny claws tickling their way up his spine.
My eyes are pretty much falling out of my head at this point, this is disgustingly long and I've been unable to stop reading it since I started some time this morning. I had to get to that happy ending that I just *knew* had to be coming. The author has written something magical and scary and big. And when I say magical, I mean it literally. Jensen isn't your average little boy in this and it takes Jared a while to understand that. This sucked me in so badly and some of that was because of the little music clips scattered through the story, definitely play them while you read. Even if it's only a few seconds to get a feel of the emotion of it all.
Author:
Fandom: Supernatural RPF
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Summary: It’s not like he doesn’t try to fit in and make friends, he really does. It just seems like nothing he does is good enough for them. If he smiles they blink. If he speaks they stare. And whenever they see him coming they get this panicked look in their eyes like they want to run away and they don’t even know why. Jensen knows why. It’s the same thing that makes his dad worry and his mom cry. That makes Nana tell his parents he’s going to Hell, not even caring that he can hear her. It’s what makes him ‘weird’.
He presses down on a white key. A note vibrates from within the piano’s belly. It’s dark green and slightly crooked. He tries another one. That one is deep blue and smells like the ocean. He feels bolder and stretches out all his fingers, bending them slightly at the fingertips and then lets them fall. A jungle of sounds jumps up towards him and he can’t help laughing. They kinda tickle, like running his fingers through high grass. He lifts his hand and then reaches over to his far left and slides his finger all the way over to his far right. The notes run like mice up a ladder, their tiny claws tickling their way up his spine.
My eyes are pretty much falling out of my head at this point, this is disgustingly long and I've been unable to stop reading it since I started some time this morning. I had to get to that happy ending that I just *knew* had to be coming. The author has written something magical and scary and big. And when I say magical, I mean it literally. Jensen isn't your average little boy in this and it takes Jared a while to understand that. This sucked me in so badly and some of that was because of the little music clips scattered through the story, definitely play them while you read. Even if it's only a few seconds to get a feel of the emotion of it all.


Comments
I don't read RPS. Ever.
Your rec intrigued me so... I looked at it.
.... right. So, I have a new 'book' added to my paper fic library and I didn't get ANY sleep last night. *sigh*
it was an AU, that used characters who just HAPPENED to have the same names as the people suggested for playing them.
So it was ok. Mostly, heh.
RPS, tho... *shakes head* It would totally creep me out to think someone was studying me that hard, and, worse, writing sexual fiction about me like that. I've actually HAD a stalker, and its.... really creepy. Really SCARY. I wouldn't EVER want to do that to someone else, you know?
But this story? Didn't feel like that, which was really nice. REALLY nice, actually. It felt like a really well written, very intense and intricately woven story about two guys -- who are not ACTUAL people.
So... I did enjoy it, heh.
Yeah, so, thanks! *grin*
I think that's the way I approach all RPS, it's just like I get some bonus pre-existing knowledge about what the characters look like and sound like. I have this major disconnect in my mind between RPS 'characters' and the actual actors.
But I do know what you mean, I think the author is actually planning to try to rework it as an original novel for publication. I *think* anyway. Don't quote me on it. It really does stand alone as a beautiful story, that coincidentally uses the names Jared and Jensen:)